Why can't you see what's in my head
It all goes to waste then I see red
I keep on thinking about myself and who I'm supposed to be
I take some bullshit advise that's been force feed to me
I'm breaking inside well you can't take all my pride
Cause I'm strong now I will fight I won't hide no I won't hide
Now that I'm alive and I'm awake
I live for myself I'm hard to break
You don't go to a whorehouse to pray
When you're hit with the board of addiction
And when I look in the mirror at night
That's me it's my reflection
So you see that it's up to me
Cause I want to be a better man and you know
That it's always what i said I wanted to be
And I can't be all that I want to be by myself
But you know that's it's always what I said I would be
You don't know me but you'll
Drown now and maybe you'll be this strong
Well it takes forever yeah it takes that long
So don't you drown now maybe you'll be this strong
Well it takes forever yeah it takes that long