First Choice Video (MV)

I know this loving bullshit ain't 9-5, I know that we can put the effort in if we can try
I know that some days are silent, protesting thoughts, occupied with indecision, some are days fraught
With love, with all of the above, and other days are distant like the moon and the stars
But we ain't too far, I think that I know it, our journey is written, and we are them poets
I call you Katy Perry with the hot and cold demeanor
The shoulders that you carry will be colder than a freezer
But, everyday is Christmas, so your presence is a present
Omnipresence of your essence is so pleasant, let me finish
Let me tell you what I need, let me tell you what I want
Let me tell you what I'm feeling, let me tell if you I'm wrong
So I'll sing this song in truth, as you hear it from my voice
And I'm hoping that one day I can be your first choice

I know that it's up to me, to prove that I understand
Oh, man, how grand, let me be your only
I know that it's up to me, to prove that I understand
Oh, man, how grand, let me be your only man

I know that wise men say "fools rush in", but I've been happy in my life since you've stepped in
Once again, I offend, make mistakes, take a break, let us think, see a shrink, overthink, what the f*ck
What have I done again? What do I still do? And I haven't learnt my lesson, and now crying the blues
When I wake up in the morning I be thinking what I've done
Dwelling on my hasty actions and the consequences, run
Run away for a minute, run away for the moment, runaway forever hoping that we're not opponents
Opposing thoughts of friendship, but I know that's all I've got
So I salvage what is left for me to take another shot
I've been playing second fiddle ever since I was a younging
Now I understand what I've done wrong, and, yes, I'm straight up dumbing
But I'll sing it in this song in truth, as you hear it from my voice
And I'm hoping that one day I can be your first choice

I know that it's up to me, to prove that I understand
Oh, man, how grand, let me be your only
I know that it's up to me, to prove that I understand
Oh, man, how grand, let me be your only man