Told myself id try again
Make amends for all my sins
Instead I dream of lyin dead
Creep been f*ckin up the vibe
Hate the fact that I'm alive
I love the thought of suicide
Take this bottle for a ride
99 on a back road
There he go
Tell em all the shit they don't know
Tell em all them jokes are
All for show
Tell me where to go
I see the reaper with his arms wide
Clothed in black and teary eyed
So I held him tight
Underneath the moonlight
Maybe I'm not meant to be better
Hating myself jus feels so right
Lying down the dirt forever
Startin to feel like that's the vibe
30 years spent inside this mind
Could never see past all the DRKLights
None of my faith can save my mental
No one I know can save my life
All day I dream about suicide