Stezzyxl - She's been dead Lyrics

I fall like the leaves and i cry like the rain
I like to believe that one day i'll be safe
From you
Is it too good to be true?
I'm not very sure myself
You can see my mental health
That i'm doing not as well
Unlike you 'cause i need help
I can't get you out my head
The pain just starts to spread
I can't believe i'm still in love
With someone that's been dead
The girl i met three years ago
Is somewhere far away
And i've been scavenging around
Hoping i can find you one day
But everyday that passes by
I lose hope
I lose hope
I will give you this one
You got the best of me
I'm sure you had your fun
Oh well that's what i think
For one you never talk
And two you always block
Narcissism at its finest
I was never wrong
I sit back and recline
I have no f*cking time
So go and bring your worst
I promise i will fight
I swear i'm not the same
Sit prone and take my aim
By the time you blink, you're gone
By the time you think, you're scarred
If you wait for me
Wait for me
There's a vacancy
From what i can see
We were meant to be
Wait for me
Wait for me