[ Featuring Vacant.end ]
Get off my nuts bro it's sickening
Everyone fake never real and shit
I can't believe what I went and did
Built up a fanbase with shit I spit
Bitch needa stop acting innocent
You f*cked on my friends then you said I'm it
Like the only one that you wanted but baby it's over I'm off to the Ms and shit
I was depressed I was in the dumps
That shit still creeps when i let it huh
I was straight putting blades to my wrist
Thinking like what if I end it all
That was the old me I'm reborn
But anxiety stays it's in rare form
Always feel the doom like I can't escape
I can't seem to beat it but keep going
Keep going lil homie man look at you
Look back on your life all that you been through
Thought you were dying so many times
Man I bet it feels like you're bulletproof
Everytime you bury an obsession
Your brain turns into a lethal weapon
Turns against you then makes you question
But keep going swear it's all a lesson
You learn
You fail
I'm off the rails
She boutta be calling once again
I'm on the meds
Im on some shit
Don't act like we have always been friends
Lessons of life
I have to go through
Chances I take I miss the old you
They say that but don't see what im bout to do
Got god up inside me so i feel so full
Got god up inside me so I feel so full
Got god up inside me so I feel
Look They want you sick and they want you dead
Tap in to your mind to let go of stress
I been trying yeah I been meditating
Shit be hard but I really want to make it
Health issues and they make me anxious
My brain ain't right but this time I'm staying
Lil bitch stay the f*ck away
Shawty bad but the games she play
Tryna act like I really need you
But the truth was I only needed me
All along had it all within me
Don't need nobody just my music simply
Get the f*ck up out my face
Unless you tryna grow prosper and make f*cking history
Yeah my worst decision was to listen to em
Bet I won't again only me and the music
Only me healing only me proving
I can f*cking do this and I'm never losing
You ain't like that who the f*ck you think that you fooling
So Cut the mic off homie this time I won't ruin
No
You learn
You fail
I'm off the rails
She boutta be calling once again
I'm on the meds
Im on some shit
Don't act like we have always been friends
Lessons of life
I have to go through
Chances I take I miss the old you
They say that but don't see what im bout to do
Got god up inside me so i feel so full
Got god up inside me so I feel so full
Got god up inside me so I feel
