I'm just an alcoholic getting older by the minute
Clinging to a bottle of life with nothing in it
Contemplating suicide
Wondering if I'll decide
Or like everything else in my pathetic world
I'll blow it off until it goes away
I put the bottle to my lips
Drink in another day
It makes me numb so I forget
Not really, it just feels that way
I can't even distinguish a difference anymore
Every man's a son of a bitch, every woman's a whore
And the ones I have chose to praise
Are really the ones to blame
But the honest mirror on the wall
Does not make pleasant conversation
I put the bottle to my lips
And I drink in another day
It makes me numb so I forget
Not really
It just feels that way
It's hard to remember if I was ever really happy
I think I was once, but I wonder what happened
So what am I doing preaching
For what am I reaching
My God, it's another bottle of life
Alone I break the seal