I thought I was getting better
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I'm not really sure what happened
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An entire album's worth of songs that now don't mean anything
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Over time I've learned if you ever get your hopes up there's nothing to be let down about
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If you never keep your head up
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What's so bad about knowing where every crack is in the ground
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It's like all of my life was leading up to this but now that it's come I don't feel any different
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And i'm still breathing
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Even if it hurts
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I still bite my bottom lip until I bleed
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I still lay down even when I can't sleep
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I still write shitty songs that don't mean anything to anyone but me
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So what's the point
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It honestly felt like I was getting better
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Not like before but for forever
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I guess like usual I was wrong
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No matter what I do I can't move on
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But if I can't move on
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I'll move forward
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