Fighting with myself
Conversing whether I just want to smoke a cigarette
Ambivalence won't let me be
Am I controlling or is it controlling me
Everything I did become a problem
When healings the solution
I don't want another smoke
I just need to fill my lungs up with hope
Full like last time
Remaining in control of your mind
Is hard to do
When u haven't realized just
What u came here to do
And you're Finding out just who you are
All these scars
Leaving behind
I'm Moving on
With my life
