Studio Yuraki - Hitorigoto (From "Eromanga Sensei") Lyrics

I'm just talking to myself
You couldn't ask me anything more embarrassing
Yeah, maybe it's about you
But I'm not gonna tell you anything more than that!
I'm so mixed up and confused
Can't wrap my head around this crazy situation
'Cause when I think about you
I choke and stumble on my words again, and again
When I attempt to be honest with my feelings
Jumbled up, in my head, before I can speak
Drink them back, with a sigh, tastes so bittersweet
So I'll sit, and pretend that there's nothing on my mind
There's nothing at all!
I realise that I've been searching now, for a while
The very thing that I've been looking for is your smile
But I'll hold it inside, keep it a secret, everything I do is for you!
When I'm alone, I want you standing here, next to me
And when I'm not, you're still the one that I wanna see
Surely that can't be it? Only one word, Ah
I just can't say what's on my mind
Don't even know this feeling, Ah
Hurry up, I just want you to realise!