Suave' - Misused Lyrics

What am I supposed to do my momma dyin bills been due
What am I supposed to do I got my stick my whole hood shoot
I'm just tryna go to school grow up and be different too
Life just be so difficult pull up deep still rock with two

I'm just tryna notice who be really down I trust in few
I'm just tryna see my crowd who's rocking real who's plotting who
I've been fighting demons anywhere I go I got my tool
I just want change me everywhere I go I'm noticed too

I know I'm unfocused these streets crazy got me so confused
Pray god keep on holding me I'm solo just trust me I'm cool
Pray moms stays afloat at least take me no one will notice dude
Tell my blood I love em I know they hate me I'm so misused
For my dogs keep hustling I know streets real dark you got no clue

Like I said its f*cked up I'm so tired I've just been so misused
Like I said its f*cked up streets just plotting watch your homeboys too

Streets so cold these cell blocks too brother facing life courts due
Flipping bricks that's all I do I'm sorry mom just look at you
I tell you that you beautiful Im sorry I've changed grew up too
I just want these miracles I work so hard its all for you

Dogs out here be vicious they will do it for a buck or two
Females be suspicious I don't trust nun know what they want too
Money be on pivot its the struggle churches want it too
I'm just out here living but inside I been dead shots went through

I know I'm unfocused these streets crazy got me so confused
Pray god keep on holding me Im solo just trust me I'm cool
Pray moms stays afloat at least take me no one will notice dude
Tell my blood I love em I know they hate me I'm so misused

For my dogs keep hustling I know streets real dark you got no clue
Like I said its f*cked up I'm so tired I've just been so misused
Like I said its f*cked up streets just plotting watch your homeboys too
I just been so misused