Sitting here stressing at 2:30am
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About how fast the year can go
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I wonder where it went
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If we start all over again, would it really work
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I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me
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Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear
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Traumatised, I'm so scared to feel
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Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep
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Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet
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Push the thought of you away
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Do it today
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I'm older than my years
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Drowing in my tears
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Surrounded by the fear
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Since you went away, a year ago
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At Christmas
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You locked away your secrets
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Kept them away from me
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I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see
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You wanna start all over again, make it work this time
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But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine
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I memorised, what you said to me
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So surprised, it was hell to be
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So frustrated with the way we were
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Not a single word could make it work
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Now look at us today
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We blew it away
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I'm older than my years
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Drowing in my tears
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Surrounded by the fear
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Since you went away, a year ago
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At Christmas
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