Sugar - Act of Desperation Lyrics

I feel the smoke inside my eyes
I want the bag around my head
I wanna feel it closing in
Who's gonna find me when I'm dead?
My mouth is calling out for cold steel
And I can smell defeat
It was an act of desperation
Against a world that brought me to my knees

I'll enact the violence that consumed my f*cking mind
I tried to push it all away
It won't f*cking work this time
Weakness
Only weakness

Can't find rest inside my head
No one feels safe when you're left alone
Pain is all that I have left
Just wanna know what the f*ck do they have that I don't

Weakness