Promise Video (MV)

Everything's quiet now
What's wrong with my head?
My memory's fading out tell me
Is that what I said?
And lately I'm shutting down
I barely speak to my friends
And these days I find myself
Living to not die still
Dying to not live so
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise
Some apathy to help me realize
Who am I if I leave you behind
But you'll move on it might just take some time and that's fine cause I'm
Swimming to please the crowd
Just means to an end
But passion still makes me proud tell me
How could you forget?
I think I'll just start to drown
Cause what would I do instead?
And these days I find myself
Dying to not live still
Living to not die so
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise
Bittersweet to help me realize
Who am I if I leave this behind
But you'll move on it might just take some time and that's fine cause
That promise made that I can't keep
Keeps taunting me when I don't sleep
Don't have control so I won't reach
I'll tell you fight when I feel weak
I know the things you try to teach
Believed the message that you preach
These godly lessons serve to each
But angels wouldn't cut that deep
So tell me it's a blessing in disguise
Family will help me realize
Who I am if I leave this behind
But I'll move on it might just take some time and that's fine cause
That promise made that I can't keep
Keeps taunting me when I don't sleep
Don't have control so I won't reach
I'll tell you fight, though, I feel weak
I know the things you try to teach
Believed the message that you preach
These godly lessons serve to each
But angels wouldn't cut that deep
So tell me it's a blessing in disguise
Just means to an end
Family will help me realize
How could you forget?
Who I am if I leave this behind
Cause what would I do instead?
I'll move on it might just take some time
Dying to not live
And that's fine cause
Living to not die