Cash Out Video (MV)

I'm making deals with my subconscious self
If it gets worse I'll ask for help
And I need a check but I've got nothing to sell
So I'm putting in some hours but it's not working out well

And I don't know what else to do
There's nothing that I can contribute to
Is this the reason that we're dying?
It's probably more affordable so just stop trying
I really really wish that I could help you out
But it will be a few years before I cash out

So let's resume are you not feeling well
If it gets worse you might need some help
But our insurance lapsed so much for mental health
We are spiraling and spiraling yeah this is total hell

The Arizona heat is climbing and it's only April
So stay inside we've got to hide and fake it through the day til
It gets dark and it's slightly more bearable
Then we'll realize that life is not so terrible.