I been through the worst, no room in the hearse This shit getting better cause I did it first
And you did it next, but you did it worse And I just been cursed
Hit another mothaf*cka with a three round burst F*ck a mothaf*cka up if he wanna talk shit
Talk shit, get hit, leave ya dead up in a ditch At the bottom of the river tied down to a brick
In the dead of the winter, I'm as cold as it gets I remember all the days I was stuck up in the dirt
Now she all up in my phone, yeah la shawty wanna flirt I'm like, baby when you fell, can you tell me did it hurt?
I'm like, baby is it real, is it ever gonna work? In the middle of the field, in the moonlight now
Baby, I know how you feel, it's the mood right now
Bitch, I'm levitating, hold up, let me go and get a grip And I stumble when I step, cause I really love to sip
She said I got a face of death, but I walk like a pimp Bitch, I'm celebrating every day a mothaf*cka win
And I been getting money with my friends Feeling like it's never gonna end, it's never gonna end
If I'm celebrating, I'ma pour the liquor in my cup Sipping liquor so much, gotta mothaf*cka stuck
Getting too f*cked up, think I gotta slow down But I ain't really tripping, I'ma get it right now
You can bury my body up in the ground through my mind and my head, she been running around
And if a mothaf*cka run up, I'll be gunning him down Had a rope around my neck, then I put myself in check
Now the only thing around my neck is chains when I flex I would never be right here without my gang
Shoutout Mex, shoutout Rot, hit up Dead Hit up Chaz, we gon' spaz
Bitch, I'm floating and I'm never gonna crash uhh
Ethanol in my veins
Ethanol in my veins Drowning out the pain, sitting here under rain
My decision was made as a kid When everyone around me broke trust
Getting rid of all the vermin in your words Hear the wind and the birds, as your coffins
Being buried under pounds of the dirt I never once felt peace like this
Mothaf*cka screaming out, bitch, rest in piss Welcome death as it offers you the sweetest kiss
Memories of love I reminisce, lost to the abyss
Now you the biggest diss, that saddest curse I wanna feel the peaceful bliss up in the hearse
But everybody around me gonna get f*cking hurt I know that there's a reason to this earth that I was birthed
Even through all of the lies, I know what I'm actually worth That's why the pain is so severe
I can't deal with all the hurt I can't deal with seeing my face up on raggedy shirts
Being tossed away and lost in tragedy, feeling majesty
Killing off the black death that's plaguing my body
I'm practically, f*cking dead Rotting in this f*cked up bed
Chains around my ankles like I'm f*cked in the head
All the liquor in my body coming out through my sweat
That's when I heard the voice that said that I'm in bed with death
I'm up to my neck with all my spiritual debts