I fear I've lost myself
I'm scared I've been too far
I feel like it's too hard
And it's more than I can take
I fear I've lost my mind
I feel like death's too close
Who have I learned to trust the most?
I must trust to levitate
Can you feel my heart fall?
I seem to be losing purpose
I can't seem to stand tall
I need your strength to move on
I just wanna see you, I don't wanna lose you
Why did my Father choose this time to take you?
I don't wanna say "goodbye"
Why did you have to die?
I could never take this time back to be with you
I can't comprehend, is it true that you are dead?
I'm textin' my girl, she be leavin' me on "read"
I don't feel you, where's the new you?
I'm lost in this moment, I don't know what to do, I don't know
Help me out God! If you're really out there, help me out God!
I'm feelin' real lost, emotions feel crossed
And I know that my selfishness I got to toss
Man, I'm hurtin', I'm cryin'
I'm swallowin' my tears for the family, but inside I'm dyin'
And I feel like I need to say somethin', but I don't know what
Lord, I need your help
And I don't know what to say but
I fear I've lost myself
I'm scared I've been too far
I feel like it's too hard
And it's more than I can take
I fear I've lost my mind
I feel like death's too close
Who have I learned to trust the most?
I must trust to levitate
It's all coming back to me
I was blind, but now I see
Lift me up and make me free!
Oh no! This cannot be!
Please, this cannot be!
If I'm bein' honest, I've really been lost in this moment
I'm really feelin' like I need to control this
But I need you to control this
And I need you in my focus. Focus, ah! Focus!
When I lie at night, I need to cry, alright?
When I feel your presence let me die on sight
If this is wrong show me what is right
How much energy and time do I have left to fight?
If I'm cruisin' then I'm losin'
Life's thowin' stones and I'm bruisin'
I would like to be snoozin', but I'm out here with me crew 'n
Lord make me brand new
Show me what you can do
I know he's Home with you
My greatest loss... would be YOU
I fear I've lost myself
I'm scared I've been too far
I feel like it's too hard
And it's more than I can take