Just the other day I saw you there with him, I left before you saw me 'cause my nerves were wearing thin. You know it is hard to say what I'm thinking about and I don't know how I can get through this mess and I'm feeling down, you're running around in my head and I can't get you out. I'm losing my girl and I wanna kill myself. I got home at 8 and there on my machine were 13 messages from you about how you're leaving. You know it is hard to say what I'm thinking about and I don't know how I can get through this mess and I'm feeling down, you're running around in my head and I can't get you out. I'm losing my girl and I wanna kill myself.