The Swift - Lovesick Lyrics

Killed--but I'm still struggling, to hold on to
You--I know I'm failing. it feels like my arms
Are tied to my hips, and I, just tripped I'm
Falling--

But not because I'm lovesick or am I lovesick?

It felt so warm with you and now my own bed
Feels foreign to me--I guess I just hate things,
That are empty and I'm sleepy--

But not because I'm lovesick or am I lovesick?

It seems like my world is falling to it's end,
It seems like the color gray.

Pictures in perfect color with words to listen to,
That's the scene I saw--and now, that my hope is
Crushed, and fingernails are gone, I'm bleeding--

But not because I'm lovesick or am I lovesick?

Please don't hold out on me, the distance can't be
That far, it can't be--this is confusing me, what's
Wrong with me? what's wrong, with me?

I'm not lovesick or could I be? I'm so--confused
What's wrong with me?