Synasis - Wake Up Lyrics

Wake up, time to face another day
Get lit, try to take the pain away
Telling myself I can believe
That someday I'll find peace
I can't wait
Cannot fight the way I feel
Hate builds up and I can't deal
With the rage I can't let out
Thoughts of vengeance fill my mind
Happiness I cannot find
There's just got to be a way
If not I'll end my life today
It's like a train bearing down on me
And I'm caught in the tracks
It's like the world's given up on me
Don't know how to react
War is waging in my mind
It's tearing love from life
Eating away at my sanity til nothing's left inside
Life is slipping out of my control
Down to deep to climb out of this hole
Cannot fight the way I feel
Hate builds up and I can't deal
With the rage I can't let out
Thoughts of vengeance fill my mind
Happiness I cannot find
There's just got to be a way
If not I'll end my life today