Still here, but I'm looking like a dumb fool
What's fear if you don't even jump in the pool
But what's good with you
It's weird, I still feel like I'm in high school
Finished college, and I honestly don't have one clue
On what to do
Too many late nights, drinking cheap wine 'til my brain gives out
I'm tryna fight for this but my mental state's about to drown
Sorry, not tonight, I'm busy working bullshit out
Honey, I can't help it, pushing through 'til I make a sound
Cause their nine-to-5s
Turn to nine-to-nothing
Am I out my mind
Cause this is all I wanted
I know it's messy, but I
Think I feel it coming
Hope that I'll be fine
I guess let's f*cking run it
(Let's f*cking run it)
Still here, but I'm looking like a dumb fool
What's fear if you don't even jump in the pool
But what's good with you?
It's weird, I still feel like I'm in high school
Finished college, and I honestly don't have one clue
On what to do
So I'll scream out
Another melody
Chasing chords in the chaos of it all
While doubt lingers, it's a shadow that I can't shake off
My vocal cords keep on breaking, I should stop
Bloody fingers from these rusty strings I should take off
There's no time to hide
My heart beats a drumming
If I jump off this high
Will the kick keep bumping
It doesn't hurt to try
I'm obsessive of it
Look mom, I can fly
We're only getting started
(Let's get it started)
Still here, but I'm looking like a dumb fool
What's fear if you don't even jump in the pool
But what's good with you
It's weird, I still feel like I'm in high school
Finished college, and I honestly don't have one clue
On what to do
So I'll scream out
Another melody