Syren - dead end Lyrics

Late night in the evening
Outside with a cool wind breeze
It was only minutes
But it felt like eternity
Don't know what I want now
But I try to get you to see
Don't know what you're thinking
Not as bad as I seem to be
But I try
And I hide
My feelings and thoughts now
And I know how this goes
I try for no reason ill end up at the end of a road
A dead end ill end up on ghost
I know ill just end up a joke
Though I have the courage and hope
But who knows
Who knows where I'll end up soon
We'll talk all night long with the moon
Is this even worth it?
What I say, I really mean
But all of this effort
Does it go towards anything?
I try but its not enough
Tell me what I'm lacking please
I try not to take it, take it personally