T0ny - Apology Lyrics

There's no need for an apology
It's not just you it's partly me
I know it's time I finally see
That I gotta take some of the blame and put it on to myself
Instead of keeping it away and leaving it on the shelf
There's no need for an apology
It's not just you it's partly me
I know it's time I finally see
That I gotta take some of the blame and put it on to myself
Instead of keeping it away and leaving it on the shelf

Knowledge is my power and I gain it all through hindsight
I know I wasn't there for you when you needed insight
On how to deal with all of these things that you feel
To find away to prove that happiness can be real
I know better now, so give me a chance and just test me
Giving me that, would make me feel like you blessed me
I know it's never that simple so I gave it a shot
Only for you to cut me off and just leave me there dropped

So I'm sorry, I gave it my best but at least I tried
I'd rather do that than just watch as it died
I can't tell you how much I just wanted to scream and cry
But instead I said I was fine, and now you know that I lied

If I had the chance to talk to you bout this I'd just say
I'm sorry that's over I hope that you are okay
But if you hit me up saying I've got a new chance today
I'd pick up the phone, look at it, and throw it away

So
There's no need for an apology
It's not just you it's partly me
I know it's finally time I see
That I gotta take some of the blame and put it on to myself
Instead of keeping it away and leaving it on the shelf
There's no need for an apology
It's not just you it's partly me
I know it's finally time I see
That I gotta take some of the blame and put it on to myself
Instead of keeping it away and leaving it on the shelf

So I'm done
Weight on my back felt it like a ton
Now that I've gone through clouds I can finally see the sun
Now that you've gone back on your word once again
I can be happy knowing that I don't have to pretend
That I was wrong about that
I knew that you'd do it
That you would always fall back
You do some stupid shit
Codependent is just something that I guess
You'll always be
I-d-i-o-t-i-c
The fact that I just couldn't see
That I was a support system
Nothing more and nothing less
Yeah of course I am
Damn it's like I couldn't guess
It's like limbo
Where'd the time go?
Been being used to this since 5 years ago

There's just one thing that I have to ask
Why would you apologize while still wearing the mask?
I've moved up and I've moved on to where you'll never be
Independent, on my own, and able to get some sleep

There's no need for an apology
It's not just you it's partly me
I know it's finally time I see
That I gotta take some of the blame and put it on to myself
Instead of keeping it away and leaving it on the shelf
There's no need for an apology
It's not just you it's partly me
I know it's finally time I see
That I gotta take some of the blame and put it on to myself
Instead of keeping it away and leaving it on the shelf