I'm tired falling in love, I need to sleep
But the moment that I try to run, it catches me
Always thinking too fast, bout the liberate past
When she hurt me so bad, and then I am free
You and me
We're like two different sides of chest pieces
One's dark and gloomy
While the other's light and blissfully
Contrary Speaking
You and I, we're married
But I can never say that to your face
Because it's scary
Hope nobody has my sight
Cuz they would look in your eyes
And they will see your light
Then you would never be mine
Ptsd, Sos Somebody help me
Cuz if I'm falling again I know this time it's ending
Love is like a war and I'm the only soldier
No wonder it seems I never won a battle sober
Definition
Of a truly good intention
I can never learn my lessons
So I'm counting blessins' read the message
(Yeah)
I used to be a man who ideal love
But since I've been so broken, man I'm always feeling numb
Call me Rxseboy the way I feel like I'm never loved
I'm feeling like a ghost and it's hurting too much
I'm tired falling easily, my love will be my reasoning
A downbringing effort, where something felt so menacing
I'm scared Because If I fall in love
And it doesn't get reciprocated I might end and run
A written, response of the many things I just regret
And a thousand, apologize saying sorry for what I did
When you see my body, know I don't blame you for my sins
And give my life some hope, to all my next of kin
Hope to god when you're at my funeral you don't sob
Just know love was the killer, no riddles... no plots
My hopeless heart couldn't take the pain anymore
It had me sitting in my room for hours on the floor
I'm like Charles, but I don't have no snoopy cover me
The way my luck with love is inimical you see
Causing harm to everything that I hold close to me
I'm sorry for leaving burdens but I couldn't believe
That there's a better way to end all the suffering tendency
The problematic, despicable, mental I tend to grief
A Reminder on how I fall in love too easily
Which ended me, in a position I could not foreseen
I never thought it'd come so easily
My broke heart fell right to you so speedily
Mmm, but I could never see
The way it made me make decisions so damn greedily
I was blinded by your love
I loved you so quick
That I put your life above
So then I fell below, you kiss me through the phone
I kept your ass along, Cuz I'm scared to be alone
I don't know who you are
But I wanna see...
I wanna see you next to me...
But I'm scared to see you when you leave
Your heart (Your heart)
Your flattering heart (Your flattering heart)
It breaks (It breaks)
Before it all starts (Before it all starts)