Taira - Last Week. Lyrics

I don't wanna let you go
I'm sad and scared I'm left alone
Hopeless night, I'm tryna sing this song
Last week I thought about you
And why I'm so numb without you
I know I messed it up
I just wanted love, but I tossed it up
I remember when we were close friends
Always checking tweets, that you'd leave for me
Now the only thing is a plead defeat
Never knew my heart couldn't feel complete (Yeah)
I know everything that I can't have
Always out of my reach when I feel sad
Never felt desecrated bout my dark past
Turned black when it bloomed in a bad act
Open Insta, then I feel I miss ya
When I see you postin' bout your other side
Man the meta verse, better hurry up
So I get my soul out this broken ride
I was just working 9-5 and then you popped up in my mind
My day was ruined is that fine, I felt a tear come from my eye
And thought about a life with you just standing by my side
But I guess I never just saw the signs...
And when I meant you ever since
Just like a switch right in my mind
You were special, and Devine
Always looking up in life
And if you weren't I'd help you fight
Now I guess that all means nothing
You're in their arms I meant nothing to you
I'm in Florida now and it's storming
I knew my life was always so boring
I should've said what was just forming
Inside my heart, now I'm just flooring
Down the street hope to pass
All these feelings that never last
I should've told you I just love you
But hesitation on blast
I don't know why I'm still on you
It's been about a year
I can't get you out my head
It's messed me up within
I really loved you all the time
There's always truths in all my lies
But now you're in somebodies eyes
...
Deep inside my mind I couldn't see
That you were the only one for me
But now you're gone just like the mist
Only thing is love I can't dismiss