...Why's it so unfair life
God what you're giving me, is stabbing like a knife
I've been tryna not, sniff my head in places don't belong
But the darkest part about it is the smells been getting strong
What's wrong?
Am I not enough for life?
I thought I had the confidence
To say that I could fight
Out of spite
Once I step into the ring
Don't throw my punches
Cause it seems I like the pain
But I can't
Seems to understand
Most deliberate sceme
Even Sherlock can not crack
On the map never seem to find a healthy path
Only things I see are the X's all around my death
Wish to grief, the person that was close to me
I'm sorry old me but at least you died so happily
Sad to say but I can't have a double side
Push the happiness for the darkest thoughts of mine
Keep in mind that I wish that I could go and die
But I'll be failing on the promises I'd leave behind
Told a friend I wouldn't fly
Told my mother I'll be fine
Promise brother music grind
Told my father I would shine
What a lie... just tryna do my best in life
Either way I think about it, I can not survive
But instead thinkin' how my life is really tough
I'll give you wisdom so that you can have a better one (yeah)