Tried to find you and I can't
Everything's falling apart
Tried to hold you you ran
Everything's falling apart
Tried to fight back dumb act
Everything's falling apart
I can't control this I've got no say
Everything's moving and changing right under me
I can't control this I cannot see
Everything's blurring and blinding in front of me
I tried to hold space just to release
But I'm so wound up and feeling unfree
I want to know what keeps others sane
When their own mind causes their own pain
Tried to show you who i am
Everything's falling apart
Tried to lie to myself so
Everything's falling apart
Tried to stand still breathe deep
Everything's falling apart
Tried to stay calm and listen
Everything's falling apart
Everything's falling apart
I can't control this I've got no say
Everything's moving and changing right under me
I can't control this I cannot see
Everything's blurry and blinding in front of me
I tried to hold space just to release
But I'm so wound up and feeling unfree
I want to know what keeps others sane
When their own mind causes their own pain
Tried to be mindful like dad says
Is everything falling apart
Tried to let go and trust that
Not everything's falling apart
Not everything's falling apart
And if everything's falling apart
Than let everything fall apart yeah