tampa as in the bay - Weighted Blanket Lyrics

Close the door hard behind you
It's been hard to find you
You were anyone, my everything
When Scar made It's arrival
It was a weeknight
We became blind
Didn't think
Take time and see
You got a call and said
Just leave me be
I left the cash underneath
The mattress
The cache chip
Is in the matchbox on the sink
I need to think
I'm worried
I gathered what I could
In a hurry, I lit a match
Left over
For quick relief
We held up our end
I screamed
You grabbed the blade you just had cleaned
Held it close enough
So it caved in and broke a seam
I knew she was a clean cut
This cut was nothing but
A being stolen in front of me
Elixir, one needle
Bismuth stains
I wept harder
She fell down
I leapt under
When we hit
It crept upon her
I loved her

Scar dispels the Otherlings
There's not more we can do
Once you take your trek
Well
That's a mess you make to choose
To guess the weight you'd hate to lose

Sir, step away
There's a place that waits for you
Hesitation
Trigger finger
Stripped my veins
Strengthened your noose

Now I sleep with a weighted blanket
No one cares to disturb me
The messages were heard
In the second it took to assure me
That/And everything is dismal and dark
The fibers obscure me
Right around the corner is light
And I'm undeserving

My times here were wasted murmurs
The rhymes I bear are fabricated
Alternator taps on
Forgot what my name was
I'll make it
I was learning
But
Now I hate it

Connect the dots
What I know
It now follows me wherever I go
I'd always thought I'd leave a note
But Scar has already approached