Growing Up Video (MV)

Aye
Yeah
You already know what the f*cks going on man
Yeah
Yeah
Thinking to myself man getting old was great
I can throw a bunch of parties man I cannot wait
Stealing snacks from the cupboard mom is not around
I eat peanut butter jellies till I hit the ground
So much on my mind
But so little time
I cannot slow down
I can't stop the grind
Gotta keep my head
Gotta stay focused
Things are getting hazy in a spell I call it hocus-pocus
Im producing magic call me a Magician but
Bitches so dramatic poof and now they went missing huh
Taxi Cab up in the cut
I dont really give a f*ck
The door was wide open till I came in the game and closed it shut
Watching cartoons till the clock strikes two
Used to get with all the girls and say I like you
But I opened my eyes and
Came out of my disguise and
To my surprise I started to stop the fantasizing
I guess that's what happens when I grow up
But I got so much life to live I am not grown enough
I cant go and smoke legally I'm not old enough
Still three years away
That is close enough
I do my best when it's dark you can call me Jason
But I ain't bout the chasing
That's just time a wasting
Tryna see what's wrong with being local I don't need a nation
Nothing wrong with being vocal bitch you know I'm breathing statements
Disconnecting for a second pouring codeine in my sprite
Try to avoid the stress and take steps avoid the strife
Don't know where to go though is it left or is it right
Am I shining like the day or getting dark like the night
The older I get the more confused that I become
All this pressure to get better just ruins all of my fun
I've come too far man I gotta keep on moving don't give a f*ck if my journey suck I don't need your approving yeah
I'm getting beat and I keep on bruising yeah
I really need it cause I keep on losing yeah
Can't even feel it but my teeth keep oozing yeah
I'm so surprised that this beat so soothing yeah
Every time I make the music records keep on breaking
Bitches always ask for more I gotta keep them waiting
Nerves are really getting to me man I started shaking
Gotta get used to it I'm a legend in the making
I guess that's what happens when I grow up
But I got so much life to live I am not grown enough
I cant go and smoke legally I'm not old enough
Still three years away
That is close enough
I do my best when it's dark you can call me Jason
But I ain't bout the chasing
That's just time a wasting
Tryna see what's wrong with being local I don't need a nation
Nothing wrong with being vocal bitch you know I'm breathing statements
As I grow old the more I reminisce
I'm hungry for the happy times I'm looking for the bliss
Searching through my thoughts and dreams to put this into words
Go and count the verses I cut my life into thirds
Life is just beginning tryna find the thesis
Communicating with my friends through telekinesis
Sitting on the couch like where the f*ck the time go
I blinked and I missed it man how the f*ck should I know
Hopes and dreams are now turning into dust
Watch the feelings start to fade I need to adjust
I been wondering the same thing for way too long
I been thinking that the main thing is just staying strong
I been really contemplating about how I feel
Going back and forth like a buffet for a meal
Yeah I pass the torch new captain of the wheel
May we bask in warmth hope to see it in the deal