Taylor James - The Faithless Wonder Lyrics

When I wake up you won't be there
I've come to terms with the fact you never were
Searched eighteen years to find myself
But I came up empty-handed
Your word swore that you'd see this through
But you left me feeling stranded now

If you were ever real you would've washed out all the lies
A thousand times I needed proof there was hope in my cries
I can't deny this anymore
This is who I am
This is who I am
The faithless wonder
The faithless wonder

Now that I'm older I see where I went wrong
I spent my faith in fairy tale and song
Now twenty-seven years have passed me by
And I don't know who I am inside
Your grace I thought would show me truth
But in myself I now confide

If you were ever real you would've washed out all the lies
A thousand times I needed proof there was hope in my cries
I can't deny this anymore
This is who I am
This is who I am
The faithless wonder
The faithless wonder

If you were ever real you would've washed out all the lies
A thousand times I needed proof there was hope in my cries
I can't deny this anymore
This is who I am
This is who I am
The faithless wonder
The faithless wonder