Losing my filter
Can't bite my tongue
Heavy on my chest when I don't bottle it up
Live in regret
I live with the noise
In my mind telling me to lower my voice
Don't cry, don't give time to what hurts
Keep it cool even if it burns
But if i'm being honest with myself
I've been draggin' me through hell
I've been caring about what's not caring for me
Cnd if let it all out, I'll let em all see
I've been draggin' me through hell
Tryna be honest with myself
I don't remember
What it feels like
Leaving a party without spending the night
Stuck overthinking every conversation
But I'll keep pretending I'm fine
Cause if i'm being honest with myself
I've been draggin' me through hell
I've been caring about what's not caring for me
If let it all out, I'll let em all see
I've been draggin' me through hell
Tryna be honest with myself
Losing faith and losing rest
Trying like hell to be the optimist
But if i'm being honest, with myself
I've been draggin' me through hell
I've been caring about what's not caring for me
If let it all out, I'll let em all see
I've been draggin' me through hell
Tryna be honest, with myself