Tdg6ix - Never thought it would be like this Lyrics

Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall
Cause I don't feel like nobody is, nah I keep my head to the sky, they tellin' me
That I'm talented So I'ma keep doin' this shit for y'all
Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall

Cause I don't feel like nobody is, nah I keep my head to the sky, they tellin' me
That I'm talented So I'ma keep doin' this shit for y'all
He love the streets, but so much shit that's comin' behind it
I'm smokin' gas, I'm dosin' off, but nobody can find me

And I can't stop my hittas, niggas playin' on platin
Every time I see they struggle, remind myself I gotta get up off this platin
Stuck in the streets, feel like I ain't had no other option
I hate they put that blame on me I'm screamin' on two chains on me

Every time I leave the house, I got that thing on me
My heart pretty cold, but I can't take this pain no more
You know me and I can trust, everybody for they self
Everybody got some problems, so I keep mine to myself

They think I'm freestylin', but whole time this is screamin' for help
Like all this fakin' and real, got me rollin' by myself
Open up my heart to y'all, cause I know y'all gon' feel this
That struggle make me a menace, know the youngins' stuntin' on business

Tryna play me like a villain, I ain't doin' this for no reason
Had to jump up in that deep end, feel like a nigga sinkin
Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall
Cause I don't feel like nobody, it's numb

I keep my head to the sky, they tellin' me that I'm talented
So I'ma keep doin' this shit for y'all
Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall
Cause I don't feel like nobody, it's numb

I keep my head to the sky, they tellin' me that I'm talented
So I'ma keep doin' this shit for y'all
Stuck to myself, I feel like ain't nobody ridin
When they told me that they love me, yeah, I know that they was lyin

I'm tryna heal, still feel it's not workin
Critical condition, left that boy without no wishes
Who gon' be there when I call, or who gon' be there when I ride
Who gon' be there when it's time to slide

Don't say you got my back if you gon' walk or ride away
And I'm still prayin' for them bad ass
Like father, can you take me to them days
Back to back, rollin', smoke a oz, I'm steady chuggin

Like what I seen, I see some brothers turnin' back to each other
That shit ain't realer, mine and Ray's, he turned to a killer
My niggas' step was poppin', nigga don't need a new suit up
I open up my thoughts for y'all cause I know y'all really listen

Got so much depression on me, I feel like nobody listen
Still got this broken piece up in my heart, I'm tryna get healin
There's so much love up in my heart, but I got problems with showin
Deep down inside, I've been hurtin', actin' wild

Rest in peace, lil' G, I wish that I was right there on y'all side
Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall
I tell my bro, we gon' ball, all night
Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall

Let that boy critical condition, no, he can't mean no wishes
My feelings racing, when I'm coolin', they be thinkin' I'm trippin
I put my pain in this drink, so when I'm hurtin', I'm sippin
Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall

Who gon' be there when I call, or there when I fall
Or there when I fall