TearShxtUp - I'm Not Okay (feat. Fxded Dreams) Lyrics

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday
I'm not okay
Need to find a way to numb the pain

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday
I'm not okay
Need to find a way to numb the pain

Waking up hasn't felt much worse
Packing the piece 'til you can only see weed
Lighting it up til the rooms stinks of it
I only wanna f*ck her if she's committed to me

Wait yuh, sorry gotta go
I wasn't keeping track of time yeah time was going slow
It should of been fast but I wanted my time to last
Hop up in the whip, sorry bitch I gotta dash

Since the day we met I knew you'd break my heart
This song wouldn't exist but I had to make some art
Wait yuh, cracks inside my heart
You always made me happy but you're a pain in the ass

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday
I'm not okay
Need to find out how numb the pain

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday
I'm not okay
Need to find out how numb the pain

It's not like you matter at all
I just wanna hear your name
It's not like you matter at all
I just wanna hear your name

I've been waiting for you
And I can't seem to find you at all

It's not like you matter to me
Never even loved me at all
It's not like you cared for me
Yeah

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday
I'm not okay
Need to find a way to numb the pain

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday
I'm not okay
Need to find a way to numb the pain

I'm not okay
So I smoke alone everyday yeah
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Need to find a way to numb the pain