Ted Song - mess Lyrics

I don't know which way to run to
So I lie awake
At night as my mind wanders
To a certain thought

I'm a mess
I'm a mess yeah

And I feel like things just never go
The way that I want to
Either one thing or another
As I spiral downwards

I'm a mess
I'm a mess yeah

And so I await a breakdown
It's inevitable
And when it comes I'll meet it
As I scream out

I'm a mess
I'm a mess yeah

I feel like rains, floods and winds beat me
I feel like flames are consuming all of me
And all I see is the desert before me
While all these stones are thrown upon me
And so I ask why must it always be me
I don't know how much I can keep on holding
Didn't You say that You were always for me
So when will You come? When will You come?
When will? When will? When will?

I'm a mess
I'm a mess