See this ain't what you want from me
This ain't what you want from me
Look I done crossed a hunnid seas
I done crossed a hunnid seas
Yeah
Look I put this here on everything
I put this here on everything
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
This ain't what you want from me
Yeah
I done seen it all
See I really came from nothing
Took a dollar and my dream, plus
My will to make it something
No I'm not the one for talking
Hell nah, I'm not the one for the bluffing
Yeah I always move in silence, so my life is no discussing
See I...took up time to overcome my past, how? (A lotta work)
I ain't even mad at my dad now
No, I won't a bad child
But when he bounced, I had to lash out
Honor student, fighting plus class clown
I was searching for the balance that I wasn't getting
Miseducation changed my life after that first listen
All the pain and the struggle
Turned grind and and hustle
Thru blood, sweat and tears
That's how I gained all this muscle
Thank God for not keeping me caged in
These 30+ years, they been tough, yet amazing
Surrounded by addiction through drugs, sex & mayhem
Victims of the circumstances that they're raised in
Don't blame them
Damn
See this ain't what you want from me
This ain't what you want from me
Yeah
Look I done crossed a hunnid seas
I done crossed a hunnid seas
Yeah
Look I put this here on everything
I put this here on everything
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
This ain't what you want from me
Yeah
I was 8 or 9 when I saw my first body
At court out Park Place, shooting 9s was more the hobby
I ain't even tell my mama, on the news is where she spotted me
It was me there with couple cousins, had big bro beside me
Grew up off that street code
We ain't hear, we ain't say a thing
It be funny how they can teach you that all before you can spell your name
It's crazy how the worlds works
We often gotta hide hurt
Spend so much time looking back that you start living out in reverse
That make It worst
2015 I loss my mentor and my sis
God daughter and a childhood friend I still miss
I done seen a lot of death
And overcame a lot of pain
I'm standing on my on two
Maintaining everything
I put that up on my name
I could never bow down
I could never fall off
I'm built strong to break ground
Ain't no need to find to find me later, I'm right in your face now
Anything that's against me, I'll bury it face down
This was for them nights that I cry them tears
The same nights, I had to face fears
Them tough nights man they got me here
I grind hard so that don't reappear
I grind hard so that don't reappear
See this ain't what you want from me
This ain't what you want from me
Yeah
Look I done crossed a hunnid seas
I done crossed a hunnid seas
Yeah
Look I put this here on everything
I put this here on everything
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
This ain't what you want from me
Yeah