Terra - Alive Lyrics

Feels like there is no way out
Searching for an exit in the dark
In theory doesn't sound that hard
I've been trying for a while and
If I'm honest it's getting tiring
Since I lost the spark
(Lost the spark)
Of who I used to be

I've been told I'm
Stuck in my feelings
That I'm still healing inside
They said I
I will get better with time
Can't sleep through the night
I'm numb to the daylight
Nowhere to hide
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
I just wanna feel a

Self destruction
Nothing worse than
Getting hurt by
Someone else
And punishing yourself

It's a cycle I cant break
Attached to memories I can't shake
Can't bear to mourn the loss
(Mourn the loss)
Of who I used to be

I've been told I'm
Stuck in my feelings
That I'm still healing inside
They said I
I will get better with time
Can't sleep through the night
I'm numb to the daylight
Nowhere to hide
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
I just wanna feel alive
Feel alive
I don't wanna live
I dont wanna die
I just wanna feel a

One step at a time
And I'll come to life
I'll wake up and find
That I feel alive

(I just wanna feel alive)
I've been told I'm
Stuck in my feelings
(Feel alive)
That i'm still healing inside
(I don't wanna live
I don't wanna die)
They said I
I will get better with time
(I just wanna feel alive)
Every sunset and sunrise
Won't change my mind
I don't wanna die
(I just wanna feel alive)