ThakiddKGO - Social Suicide Lyrics

"I don't like it when you talk about committing suicide"
They don't wanna hear another story bout a genocide
Everyone i know just loves to think of social suicide
Ima chase the money just think about another life
But they don't really like it when you thinkin bout a suicide
Every day i wake up and wonder who gon get picked to die
Everybody everybody do a social suicide
Everybody everybody do a social suicide
"I don't listen to your music cause you say you wanna kill yourself"
Don't remember asking but i do it cause i need the help
Constantly ignoring every probem put it on the shelf
But everybody turns a eye when it comes to mental health
"I don't wanna hear you talk about committing suicide"
Maybe if you listened for a second wouldn't wanna die
Sharing insecurities all to just be criticized
Poking many holes in my spirit then you f*ckin lie
Thinking of a way to move along i gotta strategize
40 oz. of liquor and some bud to feel revitalized
I'm too insecure for partnerships i've come to realize
The toxic man that lives inside my brain is really poison guys
Speaking super clearly just to send another message live
Talk about killing then post on the net
Just take a sec just to think passed a desk
N then just down the line we can think of whats next
Well then they say "TK what's stuck on your chest
Why you so sad why you depressed"
But then i say "life is a bitch with abuse and regrets
That f*cked me up and it made me a mess"
Can't believe my father thought i was doin TPS
Lemme switch my focus cause a nigga really gettin stressed
RIP to Take, Leslie, Jah, and Jarad Higgins nigga
Tired of these legends passing early getting sick my nigga
Now back to the topic cause i know you wouldn't miss a nigga
Scars upon my wrist across my arms just to assist a nigga
Jumping back into it cause this life gon wanna kill a nigga
Life is such a bitch and boy her lips are really sour nigga
"I don't like it when you talk about committing suicide"
They don't wanna hear another story bout a genocide
Everyone i know just loves to think of social suicide
Ima chase the money just think about another life
But they don't really like it when you thinkin bout a suicide
Every day i wake up and wonder who gon get picked to die
Everybody everybody do a social suicide
Everybody everybody do a social suicide
F*ck it i'm back again
Stuck in my head like a challenge no mannequin
Panicking
F*ck if you feel me or not there's no damage
Man I swear that this journey got me feeling manic and and and
I'm tryna understand what i'm doing and if i'll do it right
I been tryna settle my stomach i still ain't do it right
Lately i been talking to Enzo about another life
And that was when they asked a question that got me thinking right
Why you tell yo business to someone who doesn't wanna listen?
Why you keeping falling in love with all these broken women?
I don't like it when i talk about committing suicide
I don't wanna think about what happens when i f*ckin die
I don't wanna think about nigga with my f*ckin wife
And since they really want me dead then tell em ion wanna die
"I don't like it when you talk about committing suicide"
They don't wanna hear another story bout a genocide
Everyone i know just loves to think of social suicide
Ima chase the money just think about another life
But they don't really like it when you thinkin bout a suicide
Every day i wake up and wonder who gon get picked to die
Everybody everybody do a social suicide
Everybody everybody do a social suicide