A Moment. Video (MV)

This a moment to be honest, so let's talk about it
Too many problems on my back, but I can't walk without it
I grew accustomed to the pain, afraid to ask for help
That's probably why I'm always thinking Imma off myself
I'm often distant away from people away from hurt
Is how I see it, but truly I'd probably hurt you first
I'm so defensive and lately been growing apprehensive
Feel like I'm done with life, this shit is too expensive
Some people call me crazy cuz I'm not afraid of death
I'll admit I'm excited, to take my last breath
I guess I'm eager to find out what's on the other side
Will my soul fly with angels or where demons lie
Either way it goes Lord knows I'll ask him why
And if he can let me look into my father's eyes
Sit down and ask him if he ever thought of suicide
If I ask my mother she'd probably be terrified
Because she probably had no clue until she pressed play
By now she probably got tears rolling down her face
I hope somebody there to tell her it's gon be okay
I'm not going anywhere at least not today
I still got a little fight and a little faith
I had a talk the other day I hear that's all it takes
Pray and stay patient, trust and believe
You still got a purpose hold on to your mustard seed

We all go
Through things in our life
That may not seem right
You gotta hold on to your faith
You gotta hold on to your truth
You can't let go you can't let loose
You can't let go you can't let loose
Can't let loose
Can't let loose