[ Featuring deadrazy ]
My whole existence did not even mattered anymore
Beaten up at every occasion made my entire body really sore
You say that I got a background, if only I could delete all the lore
The only good thing I've achieved was when I slowly poisoned and burned my core
I've stayed way too long in my comfort, rotting behind these four thick walls
Mentally I was not here often, don't even try to contact me with calls
Selfish, I only cared for my misery, brain overwritten with cortisol
I refused all the help I was given, scared, I was sitting behind my door
All alone at rock bottom, paralyzed by paranoia in my body, it's war
Blurry vision, it was foggy, panic attack on the ground as I crawl
My tears have dried on my face, my eyes getting puffy and red even more
Please let me shut down my sorrow with liquor until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
On the ground as I crawl
Brain overwritten with cortisol
Until my body falls on the floor
Until my body falls on the floor
I'm alone and paranoiac
Forever alone and paranoiac
