Why I always gotta be afraid?
Yeah, I'm sick of all the stomach aches
Always dizzy, haven't eaten nothing
Always sleeping, haven't seen nobody
Out here living in the Wild West
A lack of confidence is when I'm at my best
I'm just a burnout trying to fade away
Like a moth drawn to the flame
They talkin' shit, ain't quick enough to block it, no
I'm getting hit, fallin' down, so I'm staying low
I feel it's all for nothing, I'm feeling all alone
That voice is saying something, it's saying, "Welcome home"
I miss my mom, I miss my friends
I miss it all, but in the end
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling dead
I feel it's all maybe in my head
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Body's aching from all the stress (all the stress)
Yeah, I'm dead inside, my skin a mess (my skin a mess)
One on one, I can hold my own
But I'm out here fighting like I'm Al Capone
Gonna sell it like it's end of days (end of days)
My mama telling me it's just a phase (it's just a phase)
I don't know what to do, yeah, I just want to scream
I don't mean shit to you, I ain't a human being
I miss my mom, I miss my friends
I miss it all, but in the end
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling dead
I feel it's all maybe in my head
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Home alone is when I hurt the most
Floating through life like a f*cking ghost
I ain't stupid, I can be who I wanna be
I ain't blind, I can see what you do to me
There's no plan that I can't oversee
I feel that no one got a f*ckin' brain
Monkey see, monkey do, monkey me, monkey you
Monkey see, monkey do, monkey me, monkey you
I miss my mom, I miss my friends
I miss it all, but in the end
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling dead
I feel it's all maybe in my head
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'
Whoa, the world keeps spinnin'