ode to summer Video (MV)

I love the summer
The warmth and the heat
Freedom of choices
Three hours of sleep
Finally the subway has AC on high
I'm only sweating while waiting outside
Half of the time just a t-shirt in bed
Sometimes my guitar sleeps next to my head

I had the chance
To move far away like I planned
But now that I've come
I wonder what summer would be like
If I were at home

Shouldn't be homesick
I'm an adult now
Work 40 hours
Go out on the town
If I were at home I'd go swimming with mom
We'd break and play card games
It's peaceful and calm

We'd laugh for hours
And listen to seventies playlists out loud
My dad falls asleep
During the movie he wanted
So badly to see

Ode to summer
Like no other
Laughs and smiles
All the while

Honest to God when I was 17
I hated my body
And I hated me
I wrote this song thinking I was in love
Now it's rewritten
I'm just thinking of
How I miss home
Miss the tears and the shouts
I miss my family
But I still moved out

I hope they'll forgive
I hope that they're willing to
Learn the life I live
I'm tired of the change
But growing is learning that changes
Will always remain