[ Featuring Tope ]
Confessions of the heart
Time withering away
Burning passion in the chest starts to fade
Off fatigue
Pessimism is the devil
And he often speaks
I identify the target and it's often me
Time spent in mediation
Often on a knee
I'm looking up at sky like how much longer it's gone be
God ain't never gave me reason to doubt
But past trauma from everybody else be still haunting me
Got me saying stuff like
"Man if it was up to me"
And that's the first mistake
When personal desires go reside in your heart
Where is purpose placed
It's no room left for compassion
Only negative reactions
Mixing Oxygen and Nitrogen gases
Newton's 3rd law of motion is in action
Feeling stagnant
All the patience I once spoke of is a mere fragment
But I'm doing just fine
Thanks for not asking
And now I'm gathering remains of what I got left
You see the pattern is rush and then you false step
If you think talent wins
But without the proper prep
You just a chapter in
The story goes way more in depth
See I been planning out the moves
Ready for the action
Got the key in the ignition
Now I'm 'bout gas it
If it don't work out this time it ain't no going backwards
The speed I'm going is too fast
I'm just gone have to crash it
I lift my hands up to the sky
I know It's gotta be way more for me
Gotta be way more for me
Gotta be way more that's in store
I know it
It's gotta be way more for me
But if not, I hate to say it
Cause it's still no going back now
It's too late ain't no going back now
It's too late trying to turn it all around
It's too late trying to slow it all down
It's too late every time they come around
It's getting hard but I think I can wait for now
Really tired of doing all this waiting around
Think my patience really starting to waver now
How much longer do I gotta wait around
