Oh I
Hope you saw the signs
Of me changing when I'm around you
Yeah I
Forgot what it was like to cry
I'm scared that severed my connection to what I really am
Can you really touch me
Cuz I dont breathe with even breaths
Yeah I rushed myself distrust myself and now
This versions all that's left
Oh lady
You'd never see the real me
But I don't blame you because I don't know who that is
Every situation seems like some
Simulated test
And I need to choose correctly or fall into abyss
Oh can you really tell me
That I'm alone in how I feel
Yeah I lose myself misuse myself and now
I'm some empty shell
So should I just say bye and sign off for the day
I can't tell what my future holds if I can't even see today
And if you think I'm pushing and trying to get out of a mess
I can't see a way out and I won't treat you any less
So if you want me to be with you girl
I'll test myself arrest myself and be all yours
And forget myself