Thomas Michael - Same Old Kid Lyrics

Wondering where you've been, to feel your touch again
The Lord is the light of the world, but you're the torch in my soul
The wonder of where we'll go, the wonder of where we'll be
With every sunrise, my heart still longs for you
No matter where you go, I still feel that it's true
She messed with my feels, so I went and bought a bottle of pills
I went back to living the same old life that I said I wouldn't live
I told mama I wouldn't be the same old kid
I was just a boy, I wasn't a man
I'd break your heart without a second chance
Run around, breaking my hands
Sleepless nights, just trying to pay rent
You were the biggest mistake I ever made
Mama don't love me no more, it's pretty sad
Tears drop to the floor, as I put that gun to my head
Love isn't fair, that's what she told all my friends
Her love was fake, I hope I never see it again
Deep down, it's still stuck in my mind
Maybe it'll go better next time
But She messed with my feels, so I went and bought a bottle of pills
I went back to living the same old life that I said I wouldn't live
I told mama I wouldn't be the same old kid
I was just a boy, I wasn't a man
I'd break your heart without a second chance
Driving down I-95
Radio playing this damn song
I don't know much longer, I can hold on