Thorn - MY HELL. Lyrics

Look me in my eyes, you can see my hell
You can see that I ain't doing well
Fight my demons, tryna prevail
I tried so hard, yeah, I still fail
Bet you feel the pain in the air
Said I need help, but you don't care
In my mind, said I'm up in my mind
Need some loving, baby, is that a crime
I try my best, yeah, baby, I try
Heart is pounding, think I might die
I drink some liquor, then I feel fine
All the pain and problems subside
I see the light from the other side
I see the light from the other side
I see the light, it's getting real bright
Getting real bright
Look me in my eyes, you can see my hell
You can see that I ain't doing well
Fight my demons, tryna prevail
I tried so hard, yeah, I still fail
Lost in my abyss, someone come and find me
Doing it alone, no one beside me
I'm trying so hard, little bitch, I'm trying
I put on a smile, but inside I'm crying
Homie me, pull up, if you come and try me
I don't give a f*ck if you despise me
Semi with the .40 round, I'll kill you kindly
With no hesitation, send these bullets flying
I'm just tryna find me
Everlasting game, of hide and seek
I can play these games, but you can't play me
You can blame me, but you can't play me
Look me in my eyes, you can see my hell
You can see that I ain't doing well
Fight my demons, tryna prevail
I tried so hard, yeah, I still fail
I tried so hard, yet, I still fail
Fight demons, I'm gonna prevail
This time, I'ma go for the kill
From now on, I won't fail