The Thought - Closure (feat. Smith the Poet) Lyrics

"Maybe you just liked me when I was on my ass
Because it made you feel better about yourself."
"You kidding?"
"No."
Looking for closure
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Yo
Looking for closure
You can get me drunk, I'm so sober
I ain't had enough I'm in La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la Land
Come and find me
Looking for closure
Now that this relationship is over
Ain't no need for faking it, I'm lo-lo-lo-lo
Lo-lo-lo-low man...
But don't mind me!
I was hoping time and place had no regard for you, yeah
This ain't no lotus, with hope I stay true, and
Never wanted more than Mary, burning up the bullshit
Forever knew that I just couldn't face the f*cking music
Shoestrings, the shrapnel, a solemn loss of backbone
Now hard to hear it had hope, a hardly-bit-off cliche
The crush, I'll pay a cheapskate
Monthly faze his station in that La La Land, she's vibrato man
And you don't gotta understand why she choking lines
And late at night, embarked to hold her hand
No value, my demands, soaking woes, I'd rather fan
Moments managed on a whim, she be damaged how I been
Hates to love it at a glance, I'm looking for exposure
You can let me love you when I'm older
I just gotta hush, cup and hold her
And tell her bottom's up if we over, peel composure
Looking for closure
You can get me drunk, I'm so sober
I ain't had enough I'm in La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la Land
Come and find me
Looking for closure
Now that this relationship is over
Ain't no need for faking it, I'm lo-lo-lo-lo
Lo-lo-lo-low man...
But don't mind me!
As nature calls, so shall it be in the world
Not faking it to stall and never call you "my girl"
Learned that early on, careful where I place bets
To Simp A Butterfly, don't know how to erase it
And I can't face it, I don't think we broke up!
I couldn't trace it, like I lit it and smoked up
I'm so impatient! I need to think that you're the one
'Cause if you ain't... What?! Are we just doing this for fun?
Just hit and quit it like a blunt? You my bitch or just a stunt?
I don't mean to be so blunt, but I don't enjoy the hunt
I don't beat around the bush, I ain't sweeter than honey
I know you love my love of kush but I ain't rolling in money
And I adore you, but lovely, it's more than sex if you with me
I ain't lovey-dovey just to taste his breath when you kiss me
If it's less you can give me, guess we parting our ways
Peace and blessings, but missy, you left my heart in a maze, peace
Looking for closure
You can get me drunk, I'm so sober
I ain't had enough I'm in La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la Land
Come and find me
Looking for closure
Now that this relationship is over
Ain't no need for faking it, I'm lo-lo-lo-lo
Lo-lo-lo-low man...
But don't mind me!