I'm alone and at my worst
Playing three different roles and I can't keep it up anymore My boyfriend never calls me first
But I still think he loves me, he probably just doesn't mean it
Now I'm tossing and turning to sleep in my bed
And I can't help but think of the outcomes when you're at the party And I'm all alone
3000 miles away
(3000)
Maybe I trust you but maybe I don't
I'm too hypocritical, sorry I won't just shut my damn mouth I can't help but think of you
All day
(Think of you)
Why'd you have to throw the party without me? Now I'm on the east coast where it's so lonely
I don't wanna blame
You missed me by a day
Could you just not have waited 24 hours? Why'd you have to throw the party without me? So f*ck the party without me
I've got it bad I've got a case of FOMO
On my own damn tour
Wishin I was back at home
And the funniest part is that most of my friends
Forgot to buy tickets to my shows
But I forgive them, I miss them
I don't think they miss me as much
I'm naive and I wish they would just give a f*ck about me Wish they were there for me
Now I'm tossing and turning to sleep in my bed
And I can't help but think of the outcomes when you're at the party
And I'm all alone 3000 miles away (3000)