Tim Leonard - Needle Me Up BaBy? Lyrics

Wait a minute, hold up
I gotta spit this one to soothe my head
Call me an MC, Cause my 'bidabida bass line bangs
And that's facts, do the maths, cause i'll never pass, doesn't get you racks, just gets you laughs SHIT
(Ahahahah 'YESA)
"Tim you're still a prick and you only care about yourself"
Yeah back in the day, when I was a stupid cunt and thoughts overlapped my brain
I was insane, still insane, still got those moments where I'll flash back and become what I swore I had slain HA
Trust I'm okay, just a few spikes that are outta control but nothing that'll ever take a real toll
Not like before, I'm more developed and controlled insane
I use my psycho thoughts for good and my crazy head to focus on what's present, and what I can always do
Maybe someday my non existent patience may just set me, not just neglect me?
But when I was a cunt to you, it was just cause I relied on you
Only thing which didn't shoot me cross eyed dead
The back stab that didn't happen meant a lot
Where I'd be today without it equals a mental block
A lot of people judge without the full picture
Home life got you rough, and quickly became enough
Then the drugs, all the drugs became the new picture, and it all went south
And I'm now more crazy
Needle me up baby
No guide lately
Someone save me
Wasted life
(Super Selfish but I can't go back to my Hell)
I know I'm right this time
(My life has recovered far too much since then)
Broke but alive
(Please don't send me back)
Fight for your life
(No, no, nooo)
Yeah
I tried to help in every way I could
Killed myself in the process
Thoughts drove me down, like I had been charged of something long and expensive
Became impossible for someone like me to cope with
Why couldn't you have just chose the whiskey to get the same buzz
The buzz you couldn't live without?
Like six and two threes, but you came out with eleven
Eleven more lies why I should pick up the phone to send another loan?
I gave you home for free
Just as you would have done for me
Holding on to the past is a weakness of mine I'll never get over
But the fact I don't know where I'd be without it always makes me wonder
I Keep beating myself up
I promise I did everything that I could
When everyone had their doubts
I stuck by you and kept you going, remember?
AND NOW
I'm now more crazy
Needle me up baby
No guide lately
Someone f*cking save me
Wasted life
(I still think of it everyday)
I know I'm right this time
(Even the days where I tell myself it's now okay)
Broke but alive
(I've moved on fully and I'm now on my new way)
Fight for your life
(Stop dwelling on what's not there)
Wasted
Needle me up baby
Needle me up baby
Needle me up baby
Needle me up baby
And I'm now more crazy
Needle me up baby
No guide lately
SOMEONE SAVE ME
Kick this shit
WHAA
Why did you only want me for my bank?
Would you rob me for all I have?
Would you let me lie down black and broke?
Spending all your money on f*cking coke
Why did you have to change?
Why do we all change?
God it's strange
Became a bore and desperate for more
Money whore
Trip whore
Getting out your mind type of whore
Taking from people you barely know
I'm sick and it kills me knowing
Wasted Life
I know I'm right this time
Broke but alive
Fight for your life