LateNightWalk Video (MV)

I'm walking late at night just to calm my thoughts
I'm gone like the wind and exhaust in lost
I wanna wave a wand no matter how we bond
You jaywalking my mind and it go honk honk
I don't gotta lot going on
At least when making comparisons
I say I'm doing good but I don't know what state I'm in
So when I say it, it's honest but not genuine
I hate my mood swings, that fear brings
So I sink and I sing in islands in silence
With sirens alarming and luring
The verdicts contradict
And it's shit don't trust it
Uh
I don't trust positivity
Or these strangers being kind to me
They'll just lie to me
Ill turn the cheek
A burglary
From motives underneath
Secrets that they keep
And using me to seek
F*ck manipulation
Walk on me you'll burn your feet
When you try to deceive or deceit
It's control alt delete
You're not holding the keys
I'm anxious but I won't freeze
Cuz they teased
Need to breath and release
I'm rhyming through their schemes
They're rioting my dreams
I'm wasting all my talent
Or using too much
So I overthink everything and watch it combust
Every trophy and metal, watch em slowly rust
A good thing will never be what it was
And it's kinda scary cuz
It's kinda scary cuz
I feel like the best
Then I feel like the worst
I have a way with words
Then don't know what to say
So I got no worth
I don't know why I made a sweatshirt
No ones gonna buy that
But I like to think I'm bigger then go by that
Cuz it's the only thing that makes me feel whole
If I don't back up my emotions I'm just an asshole
I don't watch shows cuz it feels unproductive
If I don't answer ima feel the repercussions
But honestly it's really nothing
Cuz it's just for now
But it's still a problem
Cuz I'll come back down
Where I can't sit still and can't calm down
I'm sorry