Yeah, you're misconstrued
You're a misconstrued of the things that you elite, and the things that you're saying (Facts)
You're not speaking-, you're not speaking any facts (Facts)
You wanna act like a man, you get treated like a man
You wanna put the gloves on, you can get beat up
If you wanna blatantly, disrespect me (It's like a grown man tryna take-)
But that's how you treat me, you disrespect me (What you talking bout?)
I'm trying to tell you everything I say is true
It's how I'm feeling as I'm writing this
Don't say I want to make people feel depressed, nor am I trying to impress
Saw a girl at the mental hospital, she slapped me, she a devil in a dress
I don't need nobody no more, I don't need the stress
Play these songs a lot like you're gonna press
(Go ahead and press the button)
Just got done crying to Lord
Just got done crying to Jesus Lord
My favorite song, off of Donda hit me like a sword
Don't know if I can take this much longer, I'ma throw a thunderstorm like I'm Thor
Buy expensive clothes at the store, to numb the pain and so much more
If I ever have a kid one day, I'ma make sure she or he doesn't go through that war
That I went through, I promise I'ma stay next to her or him
Cause she or he is my truth
Ate an apple like Eve did, it was a rotten fruit
Right now I'm sitting on the toilet listening to Kanye thinking
Thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking
Does it look up, how does it look up in heaven?
When I said, dying at age 17
At first I meant what I said, but has a different meaning now
I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now
I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now
I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now
I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now, I need Jesus now
No one knows how serious it'll would be until they hear the deluxe
Like I remember peacefully reading my bibles next to the outside ducks by my old school
I felt like my family, man I felt my hugs- (Mmm!)
Man I felt my family's hugs like how can I take them for granted
I need to go back to the mental hospital cause it made me feel
It made me feel like I had to appreciate things more in my life
(Like I really do appreciate like everything now)
I would continue this song but I'ma end it cause there's just much more to say
Much more to say, much more to say
And just know this, I never came to play