I don't wanna die
And never be loved
I just wanna try
And see what becomes
I'm a vagabond to love
Weaving through the traffic
I know that I'm not much
But that's not what I'm asking for
I don't wanna die
And never take a risk
I'm making poor decisions when I just wanna be rich
I can't even lie, I really missing being a kid
But I can't really tell if the ignorance was bliss
I heard twenty one is the new twenty seven
If I die today, I pray to God I go to heaven
And I'd apologize for making heaven on earth
But if I was really scared, I probably would've went to church
I found church in a girl and got lost in her world
I danced with the devil as her fingers grabbed my curls
And I can't even help it, I succumb every time
No matter how I hard I try, the only thing I know is that
I don't wanna die
And never be loved
I just wanna try
And see what becomes
I'm a vagabond to love
Weaving through the traffic
I know that I'm not much
But that's not what I'm asking for
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die alone
Spending all these hours always scrolling through my phone
Waiting on a text and replying too fast
I've always been one to want what I can't have
Head on a swivel cause I never know what's next
I'm down for whatever always ending upset
Super duper stressed, I can feel it in my chest
Keep your love lock down, I call that cardiac arrest
I swear one day that I might just self-destruct
My defense mechanisms have lately just run amok
The whole world in my hands, finally in my clutch
I'd squeeze it so hard that it turns into dust just cause
I don't wanna die
And never be loved
I just wanna try
And see what becomes
I'm a vagabond to love
Weaving through the traffic
I know that I'm not much
But that's not what I'm asking for
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
And never be loved